the FEROCITY

A Poet's Diary

I REMEMBER reading in my German-English dictionary that the word “gift” in German means “poison.”

I REMEMBER giggling like a little boy when I realized the wine on my flight from Paris to Berlin was free.

I REMEMBER playing “N*ggas in Paris” on my iPhone while I stood in front of the Louvre.

I REMEMBER running down Gran Via in Madrid with hundreds of fans after Spain beat Italy in the EuroFinal.

I REMEMBER seeing a flamenco performance in the shadows of Barcelona’s Picasso Museum.

I REMEMBER my eyes stinging from all the second-hand smoke in the cafe across the street from my apartment in Paris.

I REMEMBER walking into a room in Versailles and not understanding why everyone was looking up until I did the same and saw the fresco on the ceiling.

I take this road to arrive at its end
where the toll taker passes the night, reading.
   I feel the cupped heat
of his left hand as he inherits
change; on the road that is not his road
anymore I belong to whatever it is
which will happen to me.

from “After the Grand Perhaps” (one of my favorite poems) by Lucie Brock-Broido

Louvre 5 

Louvre 5 

Louvre 4 

Louvre 4 

Louvre 3 

Louvre 3 

Louvre 1 

Louvre 1 

Paris Metro 1

Paris Metro 1

Paris Metro 2 

Paris Metro 2 

Notre Dome (Hour of Dog and Wolf) #2 

Notre Dome (Hour of Dog and Wolf) #2